So I got called in to work tonight, to work on peds.
I was in an AWFUL mood.
A to the awful mood.
I met this girl named Jessica. She's 20. A respiratory therapist. Done with school. Has a cute, laywer bound boyfriend. Super cute girl, the kind you instantly just like. Aaaaaand. . . . .
here's me.
chelsey.
21, almost 22. Associates Degree. don't know what to do in school. No bf. No direction. Going on a mission.
Grr..sometimes I hate when I feel bad about myself.
But I stopped it. I know I have had fun, and my life happened how it was supposed to. And I've enjoyed it all.
Just still makes ya stop and think for a second, ya know? Wow. How can I start to make my life feel productive to me.
{sigh}
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You totally have direction. You HAVE an associates degree. You HAVE a job. You ARE going on a mission. Doesn't sound like you're lost to me... :)
I can only imagine everything you've gone through, and how hard its been. But you're amazing chels... I look up to YOU! So don't let Satan make you feel down on yourself!
Also, its ok to go on dates with cute boys :) you're supposed to! Just do it all with prayer. You'll continue to know if mission, or pursuing a cute boy is what is right for you!
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