Being Happy

I feel like I'm starting to get closer to the edge. Of just feeling again.  To make myself become better. 

I don't want to do this anymore than I already have.  

My good friend Andrew Sargent helped me realize that tonight as I was getting sad again.  I have So much to do.  This is a good thing.  His next gf is not going to be BETTER than me, just more suited for him.  And my bf will just fit me better.  

Andrew brought up the talk, good better best. I need to read that again.  

Marsh and I were better.  But we hadn't quite reached the best section yet.  

Just be confident Chelsey.

Be confident. 

You can feel it.

Right there inside, just waiting to come out.

Let it catch it's wings and learn to fly all the time.

You can do it.

She remembers when she first got her wings

And how she opened up that day 

she learned to sing

Then the colors came, erased the 

black and white

And her whole world changed 

when she realized

She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky

Nothing's ever gonna bring her down

And everywhere she goes

Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive

She's a butterfly

Like the purest light in a darkened world

So much hope inside such a lovely girl

You should see her fly, it's almost magical

It makes you wanna cry, she's so beautiful

God bless the butterfly,

give her the strength to fly

Never let her wings touch the ground

God bless the butterfly,

give her strength to fly

Never let her wings touch the ground

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