Why?

the universal question.
Everyone wants to know why.
Guess i'm no different.
I just want to be happy.
And right now, that is taking way more faith than I have.

:(

I see everyone getting married this month, and soon.
I want to be married.
I want to have my lover.

In His due time.

Miracles don't come unless I have faith. didn't I just read that today?

I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!

I don't know why I have so much anger right now. I don't know anything about where it came from, or to who/what it is directed.

I don't want to be alone right now...and that's exactly what working ekg does to ya.

Maybe I'll find some answers tonight, once I calm down and really let the Spirit work in me.

:/